so so dead
Saturday, January 31, 2009 / 10:10 PM

damn, im falling in love with those subway cookies.
.
i just realised i don't have the urge to blog anymore
im getting sooo lazy recently, plus i no longer know how to put my emotions into words
damn, whatever happened to me?
my life's been pretty boring too
even the cny this year seems dull to me
.
anyways, lets talk serious.
gosh, im like so so so dead
.
nr presentation 5/2/09- incomplete
sawi presentation 3/2/09 (i think)
pharmaco presentation 29/1/09
fon presentation 23/1/09
.
aap practical test 2/2/09
cmbio mock test 3/2/09
nsl theory test 11/2/09
less than 3 weeks to the finals
.
i literally slept through the 3 weeks since school reopens
everything seems a blur to me
i can't recall anything
i guess its time to pull up my socks
starting from tomorrow onwards, i shall do my part properly (for projects), start revising for exams (esp. aap) and stop eating
c.o.o.l

*. * .*
right, i'll end this post after this pic

jenneth, who enjoys chopping my fringe, updating me on twilight news, and of course, helping me in everything. (:




happyCNY
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 / 10:43 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :DDD

went around to relatives' house to bai nian this few days
was really surprised that most of my cousins have already break their voices
wow. time really flies.
gotten quite a number of ang pows
hmm its all goodey good
had a great reunion dinner
gosh, time to lose weight...again
greetings from big sis in india through the webcam
and technologies wowed my granny, she's so cute

too lazy to upload pictures
heh heh
next time next time. (:
* * *
shit happened yet again
ahhhh, yes yes remain nonchalant is the key
yeah i can do it.



messed up
Thursday, January 22, 2009 / 8:46 PM

i had a bad day
and i hate Thursdays.
quite fucked up





i wanna have skrilla in my wallet too.



things change
Saturday, January 17, 2009 / 10:26 PM

you know what? i don't care anymore. im sucha a wimp all this while and i haven't realised it till now. why do i have to please everyone out there? why do i have to feel so loserish when i didn't do anything? why do i have to be so affected by every single thing people said? it felt so bad sometimes its killing every single part of me. its not fun, no its not.

reality really gave me a tight slap in the face. why do you have to be such a bitch? i can't believe we were actually friends before. please do realise that you are not perfect. no one is. and go on, lead your own miserable life. don't ever pull other innocent people along with you. i know everyone is on your side, but who cares? as long as im happy. just go tell others how jealous you are of us. or you can bloody hell leave us alone. sometimes i wonder how can you talk to us like nothing happened. don't you feel guilty at all? we.are.not.dumb.asses

and you, you don't even know the whole story. you're just another victim. so don't ever judge us. but thank you anyway for whatever you've done for us.

im really pissed this time.

* * *
anyways, i need to read some good books already
to keep me from thinking about food every single second
to get lost again in fictional stories, creative endings and whatever
.
cny is coming, which means im becoming a fat pig soon
with lots of ba kwa and cookies and steamboat
but cny also means got ang pow money!
$_$
.
went hunting for my cny clothes with hamidoo just now
bought a pair of leggings, shoes and a tube dress and spent almost a hundred bucks
shiok!
but i think its not enough yet
maybe one more pair of shorts and a top?
hmm
.
pictures are with hamidoo
i'll add in once i got them.
peace out people, sweet dreams. (:
.
* * *
why do i feel nervous just looking at your picture?



Wednesday, January 14, 2009 / 10:22 PM

The world's a playground.

You know that when you are a kid, but somewhere along the way everyone forgets it.



Saturday, January 10, 2009 / 7:51 PM

don't hate my past, embrace it.

yeah im trying, very hard i guess
memories are vague but i don't care
i don't want any of it, not anymore
kinda contradicting myself
i, too, don't know what i want
can't make up my mind
but it doesn't really matter anymore
cos i can't turn back time
i can't blame anyone too
have to learn to live with it
guess its only normal to reminisce time to time
i did a stupid mistake a year ago
don't wish to repeat it
a valuable lesson learnt, just that it comes with horrible consequences
i have to pick myself up eventually
no use sitting by the river, drinking and crying my eyes out
for something that, i know, is irreversible

add a fullstop to this and everything will be just fine.



purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 / 10:13 AM

YO. SUP BABES.

Mon, 5/1/09
had mac for brunch cos we had a freaking 4 hours of break
but it was all gooooood
took like what, 300+ pictures on jen's webcam
im like so addicted to webcam this few days lah
it makes my skin fairer. ohhoho
anyways, had a duper good time with hamyy and jen
laughed until i shit
and we cabbed back to our school cos we were too lazy to walk plus the sun was soo scorching
ran a pathetic 5 laps for snw
and played the murderer game with fellow soccer mates while it poured
the weather can be so unpredictable
anyways, i love rongrong the changi bitch and other bitches! (:
watched mr. woodcock with jen and hamyy after that
it was an okay film
except for one part, mr woodcock fell on his face while being pushed by john farley
it was so hilarious we had to rewind like 3 times. LOL
this about summed up my monday.
Tues, 6/1/09
school was not bad
hamyy was like sooooooooo damn hilarious
i can laugh with her for almost anything
cant imagine school without her. (:
i kept saying jen's stomach will explode even if she smells sweet stuff
it was so funny
and hamyy kept calling me soon kueh lor
hahahha
went for my last instalment of Hep B with maymay and jen
cos hamyy have to go home and drink 50 cans of redbull(LOL)
it was so fucking pain i tell you
i think its abit swollen already. ):
nonetheless, we had dinner at pizza hut
and i thought maymay was possessed when she got so high drinking only ice lemon tea
she can talk and laugh damn fast!
LOL
make me so high also lor
okay pictures time! (:



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Friday, January 2, 2009 / 4:55 PM

oh god, im sickk....again(!)
i don't know whats wrong with me
ever since i came back from the genting trip, ive been falling sick ever-so-easily
sore throat, fever, running nose never seems to leave me alone
and i seriously miss hamyy that bitch like what the fuck
school's starting in two day's time and i havent done any of the projects
zomg, i have to be a supergirl

okay imma plan my new year resolutions:

#1. LOSE AT LEAST 5KG (this has been on my list for like forever)
.
#2. STOP BEING SO SELFISH
.
#3. CUT DOWN ON GOSSIPS, its unhealthy too
.
#4. EAT MORE FRUITS AND VEGETABLES, LIMIT MY FASTFOOD MEALS TO, SAY, ONCE A MONTH
.
#5. DON'T BE SUCH A SPOILSPORT AND GET OUT OF THE HOUSE MORE OFTEN
.
#6. SPEND MORE TIME WITH GRANNY
.
#7. BUCK UP ON STUDIES
.
#8. READ MORE BOOKS AND IMPROVE ON MY BLOODY ENGLISH
.
#9. GET A JOB
.
#10. STOP BEING PARANOID
.
#11. BE MORE INDEPENDENT
.
and last of all, STICK TO THEM!
okay done.
im off. :D



Thursday, January 1, 2009 / 2:37 AM

first things first,
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :DDDD
i hope you guys have an enjoyable 2009!

went out with maymay just now
had dinner with her and off we went to find hamyy and company
but the timing was not right,
and so only both of us ended up at clarke quay for the countdown
the fireworks were great, too good in fact
for quite long too, i think they must have used up next year's as well
there's this bunch of angmohs
they keep shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR! YES WE MADE IT! WOOO! HAPPY 2009!
they even shouted into my ears, i almost jumped
they lifted the atmosphere
i thought it should be like that, lively and crazy
hahha
and they're cute too
who doesn't like angmohs? (:

anyways, went st james on monday
at first it was awkward, with the size of the crowd
but it bacame better when the room eventually filled with smelly people
hahahahh
i thought it was pretty good
too much hardstyle though
the songs were quite old too
didn't even have womanizer
got to know this bunch of malays
they're cool
went henderson waves and mount faber(?) to chill after that
i swear i thought i lost 5kg
crapped and joked
caught the first bus to maymay's house
had the worst breakfast of my life
knocked out on maymay's bed

and i broke two of my beloved bangles. ):