Wednesday, May 27, 2009 / 9:20 PM

okay, ive decided to lose some weight to fit in that goddamn-small-but-pretty little black dress. everybody's gotta have at least one little black dress. that's mine, and im bloody gonna fit in no matter what. period.
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i have to get my ass off my couch and hit the gym/road asap. A.S.A.P
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anyways, my nsl prac test is over! not so much complaining and groaning this time round huh. its kinda smooth for me, and i hope the lecturer give me at least a B. ive gotton my PDA already but im too lazy to even charge it. actually im not very interested in it. but i gotta admit that its convenient. but its freaking ugly though. oh well, you just can't have both. just like the CA.
good friends in same course same class, yes.
good friends in same course same attachment period, hell no.
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by the way, have i mentioned that im hopelessly addicted to fb? i was still figuring out what was the hype about fb earlier on. now looks who's talking.



Sunday, May 24, 2009 / 10:09 PM

ive always thought they would get married. didn't expect it to end like this. seriously, omg im so shocked, still.
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on a much lighter note, I GOT FACEBOOK ALREADY!
like finally (i know).



Friday, May 22, 2009 / 6:33 PM

Random


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right so, sister forgot to bank in the CA money. Im still stuck in the bloody 2nd batch. 2 more projects to hand in next week. NSL practical test on next tuesday. Common test in two weeks time. Alot of movies to watch. Im starting to daydream more.
SHOOT.ME
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YAY! kris allen won! (:



Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / 10:10 PM

OMG.OMG.OMG
BIG FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK
THE KBS IS BIG FUCK. STILL WANNA ACT POLITE SAY HI TO US THAT DAY. I REALLY THINK HE'S GOT SOMETHING AGAINST ME. OK FINE LET ME DIE ALONE THEN.
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east coast was fun. loved it. (:



Monday, May 11, 2009 / 9:08 PM

Don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away


Son.Of.Bitch.Everything's.Real

i had a nightmare last night, or was it the night before, it doesn't matter anyway. thing is, i dreamt that there's only 20bucks left in my bank. i almost fainted, in my dream, literally.
when is the CA money coming in?
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I aim to be somebody that somebody trusts, with her delicate soul I don't claim to know much except soon as you start to make room for the part that aren't you, it gets harder to bloom in a garden of love, love love love

let's go play hangover(:



Sunday, May 10, 2009 / 5:04 PM

im terribly sorry, i shouldn't have post that lameshit the other day. it sounded stupid and i certainly didn't see that one coming. im just saying, you know. you don't have to do anything.
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this is total crap. im feeling like crap. i don't exactly know why, but most likely i think its pms. i've never felt quite like this before. when will this end? bloody hell. i just feel like crying for 5 hours and then strangle everyone else. yes, i know it sounded sick but no, im not kidding. 360 moodswings, pain in the breasts, gigantic pimples, easily irritated, its everything at once, like a package. except of course i didn't signed it.
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sometimes i think i've got like some kind of OCD or something. i'll fuss over my chipped tooth for like 2 weeks, imagine i didn't hand in my assignment when i was the first to do so, worry about that stray hair sticking out that i cant smooth in, getting uneasy when things don't reach whole number (idk how to explain) and so on. yeah, as if i don't know, there are greater things in life than worrying about a chipped tooth. i know i know.
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i fell down last friday afternoon at the staircase, in front of quite a crowd, while going to buy subway chocolate chip cookies. bingo, all sold out. which means i.bloody.fell.for.nothing. and you know what? bad things don't come alone. yes, i missed the wedding dinner. funny how i got so mad and irritated when in the first place, i didn't even want to go. actually its not about whether i did go or not. its just that i cancelled the much awaited night out because they said its disrespectful if i didn't go. so okay, i rushed home and guessed what? they can't wait for me to bathe and went right ahead. turns out i have to eat instant noodles and be at home all alone. perfect.
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gosh, this pms thingy is killing me...and soon the people around me too. right so, imma off to scream my head off. tata
by the way, hamyy if you're reading this, i love you and talk to me if you got probs. okay random



Friday, May 1, 2009 / 5:53 PM

Doomsdayyyyyyy

life's a bitch these days. i gotta go shopping soon. ):
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okay, i hate to admit this but, im so totally freaked out by this 2012 doomsday thingy. i've even read up wikipedia and now the mayan calender, the nibiru collision and all the dates are still floating around in my head. if its real, i'll only be freaking 21 years old. great, isn't it? right so, where the hell is bruce willis?
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anyway, the other day i went to hamy's place 'to do proj' and finally i got the chance to see her kitten, chomel. she's so so so active you wouldn't believe she's a cat. and the moment she saw me, she's like ready to charge and fight. oh myy, i went from aww-ing her cuteness to screaming for my dear life. that's the moment when i realise how harmless maymay's dog, mimi, is, apart from her threatening barks.
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by the way, i've decided i might have a thing for homegrown music after all. yesterday i watched Hard Candy. it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! watch out, all these pedophiles. (: