Sunday, April 26, 2009 / 10:39 PM


books, books and more books. im lovin' it.

Saturday, April 25, 2009 / 3:22 PM

No, not fireworks,

okay firstly, now i know why friends thought i was crazy looking forward to school. secondly, all, yes, ALL the lecturers are _____. lastly, last night was crap. but luckily i still got my lovely babes to help me get by those mundane stuffs.
the weather is so annoying these days. so bloody hot.

oh god, that familiar sting in my nose, a lump in my throat so huge it threatened to choke me. you should know why i deleted that whole list of links. but still, i couldn't help but memorise by heart. so what's the use of deleting? its completely redundant. sometimes i just feel like punching myself till i faint, cos i still can't help but wonder, will i run into you when i go st james or zouk?

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would we get that old time feelin', would we talk and laugh for hours?

Sunday, April 19, 2009 / 9:38 PM

Hey folks, guess what? that excitement and anticipation of 'first day of school' is finally back! i feel like shouting woohoo and i don't exactly know why. probably cos in the past i thought school was sucha a whore, but after the excruciating, knife-constantly-on-my-throat attachment, i finally appreciate the days spent in school doing assignments, revising tests and sandwich lunches spent at the plastic tables, people-watching and talking about how the bookshop auntie is obviously biased and the countless laughter with girlfriends over nothing and everything. Tomorrow. (:

i think my blog is stupid. im bored of the skin, there's something wrong with the tagboard and so on. but geez, im sooooo lazy to change it. i've searched for quite a few good ones, but im just lazy to get down with it y'know. this is just lame. my comp is stupid too. so many viruses and all. and now i can't even assess youtube. even i am laughing at myself. Ha-ha. and god, how many times must i remind myself? xh, you gotta save up your cash! for rainy days/exceptionally good bargains! well, though the latter seems more important to an 18-year-old but hey, whatever,!

in some way, im so caught up in this girl's blog. the way she writes, her thinking, the pictures of her, her uncanny resemblance to vanessa hudgens and especially the music on her blog. like wow. i'll bet she scores an A1 for her english. anyways, im just saying, okay.

the other day i came across the trailer of My Sister's Keeper, the upcoming film based on a book by Jodi Picoult and boy, am i amazed. i've read the book ages ago and i truly hope that the movie's gonna be in singapore soon. maybe this movie'll make me cry. strangely, i really like watching movies. i think i've spent a fortune on movies alone. dang, which reminds me, D:

your smile makes me happy when things make me sad

Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 3:33 PM

Hey, this is for you.
i had a great night with you. i felt guilty cos it should be me taking care of you, not you of me. i hope you'll cheer up a little bit more, for yourself. i know this is tough, but you're not alone. you gotta be strong, girl.

Every step you're taking,
every move you made feel lost with no direction,
your faith is shaking, but
you gotta keep trying, gotta keep your head held high

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Friday night, wow, its a blast.
its the best and the worst night of my life, altogether. i don't even know where to start. or should i say i don't remember many parts of it. we went to sentosa for half a freaking hour. then we went to eski and the next thing i knew, im washing my freaking foot in the bathroom sink. and my butt hurts, i think i fell alot of times. my 40bucks gladiators are so ruined, but i still felt happy.

as for the crazy cow, you're disgusting. i wonder how you'll chase after criminals with your big jiggly belly. oh right, i forgot. you only target those sleeping quietly by the park bench waiting for the first bus. if i have the money, do you think i'll be there? wait till the next time the girl you found on the park bench turns out to be your daughter, then i'll be like, 'look who's the idiot?' HOHOHO

whatever it is, its fun. i bet its even better than zouk.

Friday, April 3, 2009 / 7:01 PM

So, why don't you meet me down behind the old school? we'll waste away the weekend with perfect regard for how cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity, the apathy's surrounding me, don't close your eyes or we'll fade away

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aye, aye, i'm still breathing, folks.
attachment's no good. met all kinds of people, people that makes me laugh, people that makes me angry. trips to the clean utility room every afternoon became me and rongrong's routine. we laughed, joked, complained and daydreamed. and my $40 shoe's breaking into two pieces. talk about everbest. i still have to do those stupid case studies over the weekends, and also worry about those unsigned columns. couldn't life be any better?

celebrated maymay's birthday last monday. a pink candle with stacks of jollybean pancake's all we've gotten for her. yes, i'm super guilty. so,

lastly, i gotta admit. i've got another obsession

he's uber cute ok! especially when he's singing!
for some reason, he reminds me of jason castro. with the guitar and the facial expressions and everything.