Saturday, January 10, 2009 / 7:51 PM

don't hate my past, embrace it.

yeah im trying, very hard i guess
memories are vague but i don't care
i don't want any of it, not anymore
kinda contradicting myself
i, too, don't know what i want
can't make up my mind
but it doesn't really matter anymore
cos i can't turn back time
i can't blame anyone too
have to learn to live with it
guess its only normal to reminisce time to time
i did a stupid mistake a year ago
don't wish to repeat it
a valuable lesson learnt, just that it comes with horrible consequences
i have to pick myself up eventually
no use sitting by the river, drinking and crying my eyes out
for something that, i know, is irreversible

add a fullstop to this and everything will be just fine.