Sunday, February 1, 2009 / 8:27 PM

'Sometimes everything has to go wrong for anything to go right.'

shit, im in dead trouble. someone save me. or kill me. aap practical is tomorrow and i don't even recognise a single thing. what's cerebrum? what's thalamus? maybe i don't even know what vagina looks like now. damn. okay im so screwed. so many things to remember, so little time. oh well, oh well.

and by the way, did i mention that people are disgusting? yes, maybe that includes me. sometimes this person looks as harmless as Puss in Boots could be an ultimate villain. friends you know probably for years could turn their backs on you, spouses could have an affair outside because their sick of your face or even your own flesh and blood could throw you in the old folk's home cos you no longer know how to control your bladder. that's life, a bitch. ultimately, we are all on our own. no such thing as 'i'll be there for you no matter what'. it's just what people says when they need to console others. they don't really mean it actually. i might sound pessimistic, but that's what i think. people are selfish.

a pity for you, pretty face. i thought you became so good suddenly. but no, i was wrong...again. i almost felt sorry for you. and there, you did it again. you don't get it, do you? im so sick of the cycle. trust, very funny.

funny how life catches up with you no matter how much you loathe it. even if all you want to do is dream, you still have to pay the monthly bills. you still have to eat. you still have to shit. so wake up, wake up from the perfect life you've created in your sleep. and face the harsh reality- the nasty boss, or the self-centered classmates.

C'est la vie.

or perhaps we should just live life to the fullest each and every day. maybe it'll help you reduce some wrinkles off your face or simply just make you feel good. smile more often, laugh it off. don't feel sorry for yourself, somewhere along the way, everything will just be what you wanted. karma has its own way of being fair, totally.