im terribly sorry, i shouldn't have post that lameshit the other day. it sounded stupid and i certainly didn't see that one coming. im just saying, you know. you don't have to do anything.
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this is total crap. im feeling like crap. i don't exactly know why, but most likely i think its pms. i've never felt quite like this before. when will this end? bloody hell. i just feel like crying for 5 hours and then strangle everyone else. yes, i know it sounded sick but no, im not kidding. 360 moodswings, pain in the breasts, gigantic pimples, easily irritated, its everything at once, like a package. except of course i didn't signed it.
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sometimes i think i've got like some kind of OCD or something. i'll fuss over my chipped tooth for like 2 weeks, imagine i didn't hand in my assignment when i was the first to do so, worry about that stray hair sticking out that i cant smooth in, getting uneasy when things don't reach whole number (idk how to explain) and so on. yeah, as if i don't know, there are greater things in life than worrying about a chipped tooth. i know i know.
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i fell down last friday afternoon at the staircase, in front of quite a crowd, while going to buy subway chocolate chip cookies. bingo, all sold out. which means i.bloody.fell.for.nothing. and you know what? bad things don't come alone. yes, i missed the wedding dinner. funny how i got so mad and irritated when in the first place, i didn't even want to go. actually its not about whether i did go or not. its just that i cancelled the much awaited night out because they said its disrespectful if i didn't go. so okay, i rushed home and guessed what? they can't wait for me to bathe and went right ahead. turns out i have to eat instant noodles and be at home all alone. perfect.
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gosh, this pms thingy is killing me...and soon the people around me too. right so, imma off to scream my head off. tata
by the way, hamyy if you're reading this, i love you and talk to me if you got probs. okay random
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Sunday, May 10, 2009 / 5:04 PM ♥
im terribly sorry, i shouldn't have post that lameshit the other day. it sounded stupid and i certainly didn't see that one coming. im just saying, you know. you don't have to do anything.
* * *
this is total crap. im feeling like crap. i don't exactly know why, but most likely i think its pms. i've never felt quite like this before. when will this end? bloody hell. i just feel like crying for 5 hours and then strangle everyone else. yes, i know it sounded sick but no, im not kidding. 360 moodswings, pain in the breasts, gigantic pimples, easily irritated, its everything at once, like a package. except of course i didn't signed it.
.
sometimes i think i've got like some kind of OCD or something. i'll fuss over my chipped tooth for like 2 weeks, imagine i didn't hand in my assignment when i was the first to do so, worry about that stray hair sticking out that i cant smooth in, getting uneasy when things don't reach whole number (idk how to explain) and so on. yeah, as if i don't know, there are greater things in life than worrying about a chipped tooth. i know i know.
.
i fell down last friday afternoon at the staircase, in front of quite a crowd, while going to buy subway chocolate chip cookies. bingo, all sold out. which means i.bloody.fell.for.nothing. and you know what? bad things don't come alone. yes, i missed the wedding dinner. funny how i got so mad and irritated when in the first place, i didn't even want to go. actually its not about whether i did go or not. its just that i cancelled the much awaited night out because they said its disrespectful if i didn't go. so okay, i rushed home and guessed what? they can't wait for me to bathe and went right ahead. turns out i have to eat instant noodles and be at home all alone. perfect.
.
gosh, this pms thingy is killing me...and soon the people around me too. right so, imma off to scream my head off. tata
by the way, hamyy if you're reading this, i love you and talk to me if you got probs. okay random