i still think about it sometimes. alot of times. everytime i thought its okay, it'll somehow find its way back and haunt me again. a viscious cycle. i wish i could just have that part of my memories removed. but i know i'll never be the same again. i can't figure it out too.
i wanna knock you down, chop off your head, stab your chest, break your leg, inflict pain on you, do everything possible that'll make you suffer as much as i did.
okay, im back. after the gruesome attachment and pathetic holidays of whats left. and yes, i regretted not going out enough. i should have totally partied like theres no tomorrow. dang.
but one thing for sure, thank god for passing my CA.
went Butter with my lovely ladies last wed. ladies' night people. free entry, free flow, awesome. a lot of hotties too! you know, its always a bonus. (: saw some of the jvs seniors, danced and hanged out abit. the night was crazy, with the drama and the crazy people. and its always fun to look back and laugh with the girls. sweet.
school's started and im sick. sore throat, fever, flu. damn hardcore. but i don't wanna lag behind. and so i went to school anyway. haha spread the flu bug. (:
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life's made up of obstacles, yes. and you gotta get through them. but bear in mind that once they are over, nobody's gonna be more proud of you than yourself.
Find a truly original idea. It is the only way I will ever distinguish myself.
It is the only way I will ever matter.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 / 10:39 PM ♥
i still think about it sometimes. alot of times. everytime i thought its okay, it'll somehow find its way back and haunt me again. a viscious cycle. i wish i could just have that part of my memories removed. but i know i'll never be the same again. i can't figure it out too.
i wanna knock you down, chop off your head, stab your chest, break your leg, inflict pain on you, do everything possible that'll make you suffer as much as i did.
okay, im back. after the gruesome attachment and pathetic holidays of whats left. and yes, i regretted not going out enough. i should have totally partied like theres no tomorrow. dang.
but one thing for sure, thank god for passing my CA.
went Butter with my lovely ladies last wed. ladies' night people. free entry, free flow, awesome. a lot of hotties too! you know, its always a bonus. (: saw some of the jvs seniors, danced and hanged out abit. the night was crazy, with the drama and the crazy people. and its always fun to look back and laugh with the girls. sweet.
school's started and im sick. sore throat, fever, flu. damn hardcore. but i don't wanna lag behind. and so i went to school anyway. haha spread the flu bug. (:
***
life's made up of obstacles, yes. and you gotta get through them. but bear in mind that once they are over, nobody's gonna be more proud of you than yourself.
